Which is a calendar month after. Hitting my brain hard. All the emotional symptoms too.
Fumbling.
The memory of smoke
Tuesday, January 26, 2016
Saturday, January 2, 2016
Fool me once
FIL pushes us to send xmas card to blind 100+ grandmother son barely knows, I do not. I find her a lovely little music box, wrap and send it. Hear through son/DH it got there and liked. I do not get thanks directly. I know this is petty, but dear fuck, why not?
Not going to be guilted into more, ever again. I don't mind not being thanked, but I assume that more will not be appreciated, so why try again? Not a chance. I hate being pressured into obligation I do not agree I have in the first place. Act out of general kindness, am ignored.
Screw it if they try to put me on the spot again. No. No thanks. I'd rather not.
Not going to be guilted into more, ever again. I don't mind not being thanked, but I assume that more will not be appreciated, so why try again? Not a chance. I hate being pressured into obligation I do not agree I have in the first place. Act out of general kindness, am ignored.
Screw it if they try to put me on the spot again. No. No thanks. I'd rather not.
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