No desire to be a hero

I am resolved, if needed, that I will lay down my life for the vulnerable. Much rather live in a civilized society of kindness and compassion, but I never want to be a coward in the face of evil. I hate Islam as all religions, but will defend to the death the right to believe as conscience leads.

Damn, this is not how it should be.

Flashing lights and night terrors

One week on HRT. Night sweats and hot flashes, cold flashes and shivers. Enough is ebloodynough.

And 88 days and waiting.